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Lukah Bell
Artist | Varied
United States
Hi I'm Lukah and Drawing is my thing.

Nineteen, anatomy obsessionist, avid reader, and aspiring artist
Korean/Eastern European | Pansexual/Panromantic | BPD, Hyper-empathy, and Dyscalculia | Water Fae

This is my second dA account so altogether I've had a dA for nearly nine years.

I'm always willing to talk and I'd like to be able to give everyone a chance to be friends.

I use he/him or they/them pronouns.

I'm an INTP whose hyper empathy causes them to act like an INFP around other people with occasional ENFP tendencies.
Confusing, I know, it's okay.

If you want to see all of my art, you have to go to the show all gallery thing, because a large amount of my work is NOT in the featured.

I fucking love anatomy and it's what started me on drawing.

I love character dynamics and how they fit together almost as much so I tend to look too hard into small things that characters do and say.

If you want to contact me for anything you can find me here, on my twitter, or on Skype

My Personal/Fandom Tumblr

My Art Tumblr

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Cogs And Gears Guide by Lukahhhhhhhh
Cogs And Gears Guide
I did a small guide for clockwork gears for a friend on twitter and figured I'd share it here to help others!

my handwriting is a mess so if anyone needs me to type it out I can do that!!
And if you have any questions I'm here!! <3
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  • Mood: Questionable

copied from my tweets

Every time someone says they have OCD when they really just want something neat or organized, I want to make them have my stutter for a year

Them: *straightens something* ugh I’m so OCD, sorry
Me: *stares*

I wish all my throat clearing, door opening, heavy blinking, hand washing, word repeating, skin scratching compulsions on you

I want you to get trapped stuttering and repeating words, wondering when you’ll finally stop

I want you to scratch at your skin because it feels uneven

I want you to clear your throat over and over until it’s literally raw and bleeding

I want you to blink so hard again and again that it breaks blood vessels

I want you to wash your hands, and hair, and face, again and again and again until you feel broken because you still can’t stop, and your skin is beyond new, it’s sappy and peeling and cracked from abuse

I want you to pull eyelashes until you have none, to peel your lips until they’re bloody, take hours to get where you’re going because you keep closing and reopening doors. 

I want you to spend ONE DAY feeling this shit I do

and then, I fucking dare you to say you have OCD just because you want something in order. 

You fucking say that to my face.

I didn’t think I’d really add to this, but here’s yet another rant from my twitter.

“Oh OCD isn’t that bad!! You just want everything neat and tidy right?? And you do neat quirky stuff!” 

When people say things like this, I genuinely fume. I get so intensely angry, I feel literally physically sick.

Like do you actually think of OCD as cute and quirky?? 

[part of this was edited out because dA doesn't have a good warning system or non deviation picture system. Full thing here: lukahhhhhhhh.tumblr.com/post/1… Content Warning for possible eye horror]

People ask me “Why don’t you just stop?”

That’s literally why I was diagnosed as having OCD. I CAN’T “JUST STOP” MY COMPULSIONS, THAT’S WHY THEY’RE CALLED COMPULSIONS. THEY’RE COMPULSIVE.

Compulsion:  an irresistible urge to behave in a certain way, especially against one’s conscious wishes. syn: Impulse.

So the next time you decide to say you’re OCD, or, god forbid, say you WISH you had OCD??
I want you to think about this shit and how much it fucking sucks to live with.

And don’t get me wrong, I fully support self diagnosis.
Not everyone has access to situations that can get them officially diagnosed.
And no one knows you, better than you.


But do not use the term OCD as interchangeable for quirky or tidy, and DO NOT downplay the struggle it puts me and many other people, through on a daily basis.

I snip and rant about how people regard OCD a lot; and I’ll admit it, I’m bitter as hell but, I’m not wrong!!! 

So the next time you say you’re OCD, or WISH you had OCD????
Think about how I’m gonna fucking punch you in the face for being an asshole.

  • Mood: Questionable
Tagged by TheEagleAndTheWolf

50 Secrets About Yourself
Be HONEST no matter what. 

1. What is your natural hair color?

What I always have in my pictures; I never dye it [tho I have vague plans to]

2. Where was your ID pic taken?

Multiple places because it's multiple pictures stitched together.

3. What is your middle name?

A

4. Your current relationship status?

Who even knows anymore, idk ask me out and see how I answer ;D

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back ?

I don't have one???? Alternatively you could say almost everyone is my crush, isk romance is complicated.

6. What is your current mood?

Queer as hell, as per usual. [just kidding, um????? I'm playing Silent Hill, and it's raining, so pretty rad!!!!]

7. What's the color of your underwear?

Right now I'm wearing dark blue boxer-briefs.

8. What is one thing that makes you happy?

When it rains uwu

9. Who was the last person you cuddled with?

Uh??????? I don't remember omg

10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?

I would go back to my early childhood, start over, and change a LOT of things.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day? 

Do Merfolk count? I want to breathe underwaterrrrrr

12. Ever had a near death experience?

Yes, more than one actually.

13. Something you do a lot?

Draw, play computer games/video games [DOWNLOAD computer games to play, I have over a thousand rn it's a problem]

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?

I actually don't have one right now.

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?

:icontheeagleandthewolf:

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?

This girl from high school named Cassidy,


17. When was the last time you cried?

I have no idea honestly, a few days ago maybe??? Idk I have a really shitty memory, but I kinda cry a lot so probably recently.

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?

Yes.

19. If you could have one superpower what would it be?

If the ability to control time and it's affects on things [aging] counts as ONE power, the that one, but if not then, breathing under water, or flight maybe

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

I don't like this question, it's binary and heteronormative, so I'll answer "What's the first person you notice in someone you're potentially attracted to?"
And the answer is that I usually notice their skin. Like, does it look soft? Do they have freckles? What pigments would I use if  were to try and paint them? Does it stretch over bones, or muscle, or fat?
It's hard to say you like skin w/o sounding like a serial killer tho, omg

21. What's your biggest secret?

I really don't have one??? I'm pretty open about things that most others would keep secret, idk.
Maybe my password, if that counts haha

22. What's your favorite color?

I literally can't make that choice.

23. When was the last time you lied?

I don't remember??? I'm usually painfully honest, so it was probably quite a while ago, idk [I have a shitty memory too]
It was probably like last week when my sister was here tho, I fib to her a lot to catch her when she's lying to me. Like I'll make something up, and she'll say she knew that or something, and it's like "Ha, you're lying because I just made that up!"

24. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?

I spent all day yesterday watching Powerpuff Girls, so you tell me.

25. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?

I am not eating or drinking anything at the moment, but about twenty minutes ago I had a tomato sandwich, and tea.

26. What's your favorite smell?

Rain. And maybe Jason's house- smells like home.

27. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?

"Complicated" or "Confusing" maybe

28. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?

Two days ago when Jason came over.

29. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?

Yes.

30. What are you thinking about right now?

This questionnaire thingy, and also that my fan is kinda loud, and I'm wondering if my shirt is dry yet because I had to hang it up to dry after I went out and ran around in the rain, and also I wish I knew where the third save point in SH:O is because I can't fucking find it.

31. What should you be doing?

Actually PLAYING SH:O so that I can finally progress;;;;
Or working on the drawing stuff I've been putting off in favor of playing video games.

32. What was the last thing that made you upset?

Idk my mom probably? Or an existential crisis maybe, but idk I'm normally p chill

33. Do you like working in the yard?

Nope.

34. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?

I have no idea omg
Rivera sounds like a cool last name, or maybe Ryu, like my great- grandpa Mindae Ryu??

35. Name 5 things in your closet:

Maybe some empty clothes hangers??? I don't use my closet, and there's way too much stuff in front of it that I would have to move to go check.

36. Do you act different around your crush?

Nope.

37. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?

Whenever  last slept at Jason's house, because he often has a teddy on his bed.

38. How many times do you take a shower a week?

I have a tub not a shower, so probably once every week and a half or so, when I go to my dad's to do laundry, but I bathe quite often, usually at LEAST once a day.

39. Do you brush your teeth everyday?

Surprisingly no.

40. Have you ever said something stupid in front of your crush?

I say things without thinking them through all the time.

41. Have you ever watched a hockey game?

Nope.

42. Do you lie about your age?

The only time I did was when I would click "Yes I'm eighteen and agree to view this content"
But now I'm nineteen so no.

43. Ever been jealous about something stupid?

Constantly, I get jealous over a lot of silly little things, but I also get over jealousies fairly quickly.

44. Do you pick your nose?

Probably idk

45. One food you hate?

Beets. I can't even smell them without gagging.

46. What's the one junk food you cant live without?

Idk uh???? I could probably live without any given food, but I like potato chips, so it would bum me out.

47. How old were you when you found out Santa was fake?

My dad never really tried to tell me he was real so??? Idk 

48. Have you ever blown your nose and looked inside the napkin?

Absolutely.

49. Describe your favourite underwear you have?

Either the dark blue boxer-briefs I'm wearing right now, because they make my ass look p damn nice, or my superman boxers because I'm a fucking nerd.

50. Did you lie in any of these questions?

No, what would the point of that be?? If I didn't want to tell or 'admit' something, I would have just NOT done the questionnaire.
  • Mood: Eager
I'd really like to collaborate more with other artists!! So drop a comment if you'd like to do a collab with me!

We could each draw part of the picture, or you could draw and I'd colour it, or we could do what I'm doing with Jason and design characters together!!

The way Jason and I are designing characters is neat! I draw figures like this Action by Lukahhhhhhhh
and then he designs their basic look around the figures, then we both work on colouring [one of us picking the colour scheme, the other applying it] and then we work together to design a personality around this new character!!

But we wouldn't have to do a collab that way, we could do anything!!

My skype is Lukahhhhhhhh if you'd want to discuss it there!!

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Thanks for faving my kelpie! :33
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c: Thanks for the fave again! Keep up the good work! 
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding Green cape to your collections. I'm happy that you like the piece :la:
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Thank you for the favorite :)
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Thanks for the fav :D
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Thanks for the favorite!!
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Mochizou Ooji (Cheer thumbs up) [V1] 
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maxyvert Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch  :aww:
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Thank you for the :+fav:!
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Thank you! :la:
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